Sunday, February 14, 2010

Just Waiting...some more.

Since my appointment with Dr. Long I've been feeling kind of impatient. I was on a "new doctor high" for a few days, then it wore off this weekend. Yesterday morning I had a dream that I took a pregancy test and it was positive. I was so shocked I woke up and ran to take a pregnancy test. I knew I wasn't pregnant, but I had to try anyways. No surprise, it was negative. So yesterday, I was kind of in another fertilifunk. It wasn't too bad, I just got upset when my friend casually mentioned she was going to go shopping for baby stuff. Something, as a good friend, I should be happy about...but it made me cry. Then after a nice dinner out with my hubby, we came home and watched Couples Retreat. If you've seen it and you are infertile, I'm sure you can relate. A comedy shouldn't make me cry right? I know I'm premenstral and I'm just being emotional right now. I'm on day 24 or 25--I actually can't remember right now (for once). So, she's coming. I've got my drugs and I'm sittin' on go.

4 comments:

  1. I get that same feeling sometime :( But isn't it exciting to think that you have a new month and a new plan?? I'm excited for you. Hang in there!!

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  2. Sorry you had a fertilifunk kind of day...that's a good word, I should begin to use it. :) Like the other Rachel said, hang in there! The new plan is a coming!

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  3. Sorry for the funk day =(
    I understand it all too well. I'm with the other girls though, your new cycle is about to start you have a great plan waiting and I'm hoping it will be your answer, FINALLY. ((hugs))

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  4. I hope your funk doesn't last too long! It seems like everything with infertility is associated with waiting. Waiting, waiting, waitng and waiting some more.

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