Friday, May 28, 2010

In honor

"A month ago yesterday I found out that my baby no longer had a heart beat. Today I would have been 14 weeks pregnant. I'm not sad today. In fact, I have a peace about me. As I exited my front door for work this morning, I just smiled as I looked at my flower bed. My mother bought me a hydrangea bush right after the loss. I planted it, and I've watered it, it has bloomed, and it is beautiful. Only this morning did I make a connection that this bush was in honor of my baby, and it made me so happy to see the beautiful blooms. My 'baby bush' is such a blessing to me.

I've received several blessings this week. A special gift arrived in the mail from my sweet bloggy friend Shanny Thanks Girl! Another, worthy of mention, blessing happened this morning. On my way to work, a truck ran a stop sign and came within a foot of hitting me on the driver side. Not an ugly word escaped my lips! I was really angry for a minute, but I quickly changed to being so thankful. The words that escaped my lips were, 'Thank you God!' I'm alive!

3 comments:

  1. What an inspiring post and beautiful hydrangea.

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  2. Amen! We become so grateful and thankful along this journey....it continues to teach me so much.

    So happy you feel peace today and I pray that feeling lives on :)

    HUGS and Have a wonderful weekend

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  3. Awww it bloomed beautifully!!!

    Wow, it truly is a blessing that the truck stopped on time! How scary! Thank you God indeed! I'm so glad to read you are ok and that you got the gift =)

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